i suddenly dont have the mood to blog .

sometimes i just wonder , what impress did i give to others ?

yeahh , from all i know was ..

they're gonna say something like ,

'ohh ! that joker!' or 'never fails to see her smile everyday' .

i dont live to entertain people .

but there was once a person told me that ,

a smile can brighter a person's day .

is it true ?

everyone see things on it's outsider .

who is willing to see the inner part of someone .

but , you cannot base on someone appearance & what she does everyday .

& think that he/she is that kind of person right ?

why not try to move a little inside ,

& understand what the person feels .

i can simply give everyone a big smile everyday .

playing with others & making fool of myself .

but the fact is that im not feeling good that day .

for the sake of everyone , i'll just put on a happy mask .

& life goings on for me like this .

sorry , but im not writing my unhappiness now .

it's just that i couldn't understand human .

why do they judge people by the way they behave ?

i always told myself , it's either you choose to be happy .

or you choose to be sad .

if for you , what will you choose ?

i choose to be happy of cause .

who would want to be unhappy everyday ?

if one day i would ever pull down my mask ,

most probably , you'll be seeing a different daphne .

someone whom you'll feel strange to hang around .

is that what everyone wanted to see?