Friday, May 23, 2008
GIRLFRIENDS LOVES looked up at 10:04 PM
finally , say byebye to chinese intensive ~early in the morning , went to school with my mom .
meet the parent session ...
& my result was ... erm , you know you know ! hahahs .
i cannot stand it facing chinese everyday .
the more i see , the more my chinese will deprove .
sighhhhhhhhhhhhh . 3 more days .
getting more & more worried . ahhhhhhhh .
i feel like going to the beach & scream my laughs out !
i've got so much to whine about .
but whose willing to hear all those shyt ? =.=
so far , 3 teachers say that i'm very emotional .
& i think only mdm ma know me the best among the 3 .
she know i'm emotional because i expect too much on myself .
she know i'm freaking worried about the chinese paper .
she says although i keep smiling on outside ,
but actually inside me , i'm super worried .
& yeahh , she got it . i worried . but who knows about it ?
everyone thinks that my chinese is very good .
but i expect alot from myself . i dont want to get a B .
who dont want to score well in their best subject .
am i really pushing myself too hard ? i dont think so .
2 more days , im gonna force myself to study no matter what .
practice is what i really need .
hardwork does pay off ! i hope this sentence is true .
looking at my result slip , i can really burst into tears .
i dont want history to repeat itself . ~.~
my mom actually wanted to get the same tuitor as rachel .
but she changed her mind . she ask my sister to coach me .
she still gives my sister money as tuition fee , =.=
;D
today fews girl went to airport to send leo off .
i didnt went , because i hate the feeling of sending people off .
like last time how i send hery off . hahahahs .
anyway , i didnt have leo's number .
so i couldn't send him a 'goodbye' message .
i hop leo you do see this :
goodbye , & do take good care of yourself ! ;D
i still remember the time where we went to ECP together .
dont forget us okay ? & here's a photo of us , taken by daniel .
hopfully everything goes smoothly for you at canada ! ^^
;D
