Sunday, November 11, 2007
sistership. looked up at 12:15 AM
take al0t 0f picture , first day 0f w0rk .
IT SUCKS big time !
my hand ; my legs are hurting ~
s0mem0re my s0ar thr0at haven rec0ver ;
& it g0t w0rst ! =.= , thanks c0usin f0r the sweet .
0r the pain wil be killing me like fcuk ! =.=
xianglan is a super pr0 in distributing flyer larhhs !
i must make her my teacher ! l0ls .
anyway , thanks f0r c0ming t0 help me & rachel .
we b0th the skin damn thin ! d0nt dare give . harhars ! xD
i saw SHIQQIN ! 0h dear , she have bec0me a h0t babe ! O.O
tml g0ing toa payoh hubbb ! eeeeeewwww !
i'm sick 0f giving 0ut flyer ! my wh0le b0dy is aching larhhs !
whatever , wh0 cares ?
im giving up everything. things that d0nt bel0ng t0 me & all my em0ti0nal, im letting g0. whats the p0int 0f having s0 much h0pe, my disapp0int is there. i feel it. but, i d0esnt matter anym0re. im s0rry, but i have t0 let g0. n0 m0re hating ; criticising; ; l0ving & pampering. im been thinking f0r the past few days. im just like a runner, n0 matter h0w much eff0rt i tried, but still n0t m0ving. im getting n0 where. the smile 0n my face aren't real, i c0uld smile f0r 1 year 0r even 2 year, but im n0t g0ing t0 fake a smile f0r the rest 0f my life. i have en0ugh 0f it. d0nt try t0 change my mind, cause n0 0ne have the ability. im tired. y0u al may think im j0ker, but im just trying t0 make every0ne happy, but d0es any0ne kn0w when im happy ? f0rget it !the w0rld w0nt st0p spinning because 0f me. maybe 0ne day, i might even 0ff my ph0ne s0 n0 0ne can c0ntact me. but fr0m 2008 0nwards, i'll change f0r a better pers0n, i w0nt treat my friend the way im n0w .i'll treat them as angle, cause they're the 0ne i cherish. believe it 0r n0t, its up t0 y0u. d0nt ask me anything if y0u saw these. i appreciate y0u c0ncern !:D